Oh nooo, I don;t-- The first part is so lovely, because you settle us so comfortably in Haru's head, with the way nature is so present in him; and in the second, he's so hopeful and Rin is so happy to receive a gift and--

and then the end, and I don't know and it's just his eyes are flat and dead and I'm crying, I'm so sad and I don't know who I'm sad for, just there's this sadness that's settled in my chest. ;A;

Thank you sharing!