AHH...i've said it once before and i'll say it again, but this really is like a sucker punch to the heart. their ability to read each other is a bit of a double edged sword in here since that outcome is that 'tsumu probably knows exactly how 'samu feels about their situation ;__; i love how you've written osamu's turbulent feelings here, and all the thoughts he keeps to himself but are probably still loud as a bell regardless. my heart hurts, thank you for writing this <3