here's some vaguely sexual angst poetry don't ask me why
15 Lines
The push. I feel it in my hands on his shoulders, they shove hard- and the pull: what I want, what he wants. When we fall together for a moment, just one moment then-- push.
I never wanted him anyway. I laugh and I lie and the darkness is gone.
But I wanted, I wanted to sink into the pit, let it swallow me whole let you swallow me. And your mouth is on mine and your hips are on mine and I can tell myself I’m letting you win.
FILL Team: Nishinoya Yuu/Tanaka Ryuunosuke, Rated: T
here's some vaguely sexual angst poetry don't ask me why
15 Lines
The push. I feel it in my hands
on his shoulders, they shove hard- and the
pull: what I want, what he wants. When
we fall together for a moment, just
one moment then-- push.
I never wanted him anyway.
I laugh and
I lie
and the darkness is gone.
But I wanted, I wanted to sink
into the pit, let it swallow me whole
let you swallow me.
And your mouth is on mine
and your hips are on mine and
I can tell myself I’m letting you win.