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the prompt....rly got away from me im like 90% sure i misread it when i started this im so sorr asdf;laksjdf;lkj

its tiring, i think,
     that my feet are melded to earth core
          and im waiting for someone to save me, for me to drag my legs out, for anything but you
             (this is a lie)
and then there's you, (Tobio)
    more than the sun,
         than any singular star in these worlds
its tiring, i think,
    to look at you sometimes
         because i dont want to see you
             (but this is a lie too)
but i dream of you, constantly, (Tobio)
     you who are interstellar, you who are intrastellar, you who are extrastellar,
        you who are every stellar there is because you Are
its tiring, i think,
    that even though i cant see you at all,
         your hair, your hands, your being, your Everything
             is something i dont care about at all
                 (and this is a lie three)
i try to reach, and grab, and grip you, (Tobio)
     and it would break me to think that im so close and Yet,
         so i act like you're far away,
             so Very Far Away, that i have to Scream for you to hear me
its tiring, i think,
     that i dont need you
         (this is a lie four)