Ship: Oikawa Tooru/Ushijima Wakatoshi Fandom: Haikyuu!! Major Tags: None Other Tags: aversion to kissing on the lips, coming to an understanding Word Count: 451 words
I hc Oikawa as asexual here, he doesn't do too well with lip to lip or French kissing but other places are fine to his personal extents! Hope you like this!!
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The first time Ushijima kisses him, Oikawa is seized with the vague sense of wanting to immediately wash his mouth out.
As if sensing his discomfort, Ushijima pulls back, brows furrowed in concern. He strokes a thumb along the slope of Oikawa's jaw and gives him space to breathe freely, trying to help him relax. "What's wrong?"
He brings a hand up to scrub furiously at his lips. Somehow, they feel dirty and he feels guilty about it. There was nothing wrong with the way Ushijima had kissed him, after all. It's just him and this weird apprehension towards the contact happening again suddenly making itself known. He shrugs, confused. "I don't quite get it."
"Was I being too forceful?"
Hardly, Ushijima had been as gentle as he could after Oikawa gave him the green light. "No, it wasn't your fault. It's just," Oikawa wavers, wonders if being upfront about his feelings might deter Ushijima from going deeper with their relationship.
Patiently, Ushijima nudges his chin with the back of his hand, soft as silk passing on skin. He encourages, "Just?"
Oikawa swallows, decides to relent. "It's just it didn't feel good. I mean, I didn't feel good. I don't know how to explain it but I don't think I wanna try kissing on the lips again anytime soon." A pause. "Sorry, Ushiwaka-chan."
Ushijima doesn't say anything to that, only nods his head, conveying his quiet agreement. He's frowning, but Oikawa can tell it's more from thought rather than dissatisfaction, and that brings him a sense of relief he never predicted to need in this kind of situation. He's incredibly grateful then, for having Ushijima as his boyfriend.
(Anybody else might have already flipped him the bird and upped and left.)
"Are you okay with talking a bit more about this?" Finally, Ushijima says something. He seems to be choosing his next words carefully. "I just want to make sure what's alright and what's not, but if you need a break from it, that's fine. We can discuss this on another day."
Oikawa internally searches himself, finds himself okay with Ushijima's intention, and nods, trying to locate a train of thoughts to begin. Raising his signature perfect hand sign, he says, "Being kissed on the forehead and cheeks are okay."
Ushijima promptly does those actions, making Oikawa chuckle as Ushijima's breath slips over his eyelashes.
"Thanks for the reassurance, Ushiwaka-chan!"
His boyfriend huffs. It's probably his version of a laugh. "You're welcome. Anywhere else?"
"Well, my neck seems alright too~" And Oikawa bursts into full blown giggles when Ushijima ducks down to kiss him there.
He's never felt happier, now that he knows they'll find their way at their own pace.
FILL: TEAM MIYUKI KAZUYA/OIKAWA TOORU, G
Fandom: Haikyuu!!
Major Tags: None
Other Tags: aversion to kissing on the lips, coming to an understanding
Word Count: 451 words
I hc Oikawa as asexual here, he doesn't do too well with lip to lip or French kissing but other places are fine to his personal extents! Hope you like this!!
***
The first time Ushijima kisses him, Oikawa is seized with the vague sense of wanting to immediately wash his mouth out.
As if sensing his discomfort, Ushijima pulls back, brows furrowed in concern. He strokes a thumb along the slope of Oikawa's jaw and gives him space to breathe freely, trying to help him relax. "What's wrong?"
He brings a hand up to scrub furiously at his lips. Somehow, they feel dirty and he feels guilty about it. There was nothing wrong with the way Ushijima had kissed him, after all. It's just him and this weird apprehension towards the contact happening again suddenly making itself known. He shrugs, confused. "I don't quite get it."
"Was I being too forceful?"
Hardly, Ushijima had been as gentle as he could after Oikawa gave him the green light. "No, it wasn't your fault. It's just," Oikawa wavers, wonders if being upfront about his feelings might deter Ushijima from going deeper with their relationship.
Patiently, Ushijima nudges his chin with the back of his hand, soft as silk passing on skin. He encourages, "Just?"
Oikawa swallows, decides to relent. "It's just it didn't feel good. I mean, I didn't feel good. I don't know how to explain it but I don't think I wanna try kissing on the lips again anytime soon." A pause. "Sorry, Ushiwaka-chan."
Ushijima doesn't say anything to that, only nods his head, conveying his quiet agreement. He's frowning, but Oikawa can tell it's more from thought rather than dissatisfaction, and that brings him a sense of relief he never predicted to need in this kind of situation. He's incredibly grateful then, for having Ushijima as his boyfriend.
(Anybody else might have already flipped him the bird and upped and left.)
"Are you okay with talking a bit more about this?" Finally, Ushijima says something. He seems to be choosing his next words carefully. "I just want to make sure what's alright and what's not, but if you need a break from it, that's fine. We can discuss this on another day."
Oikawa internally searches himself, finds himself okay with Ushijima's intention, and nods, trying to locate a train of thoughts to begin. Raising his signature perfect hand sign, he says, "Being kissed on the forehead and cheeks are okay."
Ushijima promptly does those actions, making Oikawa chuckle as Ushijima's breath slips over his eyelashes.
"Thanks for the reassurance, Ushiwaka-chan!"
His boyfriend huffs. It's probably his version of a laugh. "You're welcome. Anywhere else?"
"Well, my neck seems alright too~" And Oikawa bursts into full blown giggles when Ushijima ducks down to kiss him there.
He's never felt happier, now that he knows they'll find their way at their own pace.